Thursday, December 18, 2008

Whampo

Okay do anyone know what "Whampo"means?*shrugs*anyway.My Doctor says i have laryngitis.but not what i want to talk about right now...One thing.Is there anyone who is going to wait to have sex until their married?I am.I have a promise ring.okay so I'm emailing Edward*winks*and I completely lose it and say "I love you".Okay what was i thinking?His reply it's hard to tell himself he loves someone back...Including me...*rolls my eyes*Okay so i'm not mad just...confused.does this mean he doesn't love me back,does he hate me or what?More confusing love is indeed.okay he says I'm not classy.now he's saying he can't tell himself he loves me...I think i'm going to cry...I don't know what to do now...I feel like Bella when Edward left in "New Moon".so when is my numbness going to kick in?when will my pain take over to the point where i feel like i could faint?.Great now i have a hole in the middle of my heart...
-Isabella

1 comment:

Ali said...

I know you probably don't want to read this, but you're in the exact same situation Bella was in, in New Moon.

Now you're gonna have to hold yourself together. But I think everything will be fine Bella. You just need to let "Edward" think it over. I think. But if he doesn't come to his senses and realize that you're an AWESOME girl soon enough, maybe you should let him go. MAYBE. Just follow your heart Bella. Follow your gut. Your heart will NEVER lie.

Hope that helps.