Saturday, April 25, 2009

Answer if you dare!!!!Lolz

1. Put your iPod, iTunes, (or any MP3 player) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW BAD IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag at least 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
The Getaway-Hilary Duff

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Full Circle-Miley Cyrus...are you serious?

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
A little bit longer-The Jonas Brothers...@_@

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Whatever will be-Vanessa Hudgens

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
We are one-Kelly Sweet

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
On the line-Demi Lovato;The Joans brothers

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
It's over-Jesse McCartney...wtf?

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Lacrymosa-Evanescence
9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Goodnight and Goodbye-The Jonas brothers

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Rather be with you-Vanessa Hudgens

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Year 300-Jonas Brothers

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Queen of Hip-pop-Namie Amuro
13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
White Light-Namie Amuro wtf r u serious?
14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Get back-Demi Lovato

15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Violet Sauce-Namie Amuro...so not playing that at my wedding

16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
WoWa-Namie Amuro...a cheerful song?

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Runaway-Linkin Park

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
BB Good-Jonas brothers

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Girl can Rock-Hilary Duff

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Spot light((Twilight music))-Soundtrack of Twilight

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Tourniquet-Evanescence

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
So Cray-Namie Amuro

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Je T'Aime-Kelly Sweet...wtf it's a love song

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Riots-A.R Rahman

26) WHAT MAKES YOU SCARED?
Kids of the future-Jonas Brothers

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
I caught myself-Paramore

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Believe in me-Demi Lovato

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Paper air planes-M.I.A

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS NOTE AS?
Last name-Carrie Underwood

Lock the last door,My ghost are gaining on me

One of my friends just found out his bf killed herself...She was probably 12 I think.
anyways I send my prayers out to him and her

okay so your probably wondering about my title yes?You'll see in this post...Okay so this Friday I went to see 17 again.I liked it.I had fun.I went with some of my friends which made it even better.SWEET!

So I've been thinking...In order to become an OB/Gyn I have to use to seeing things I've either never seen before or would normally be freaked out by...I'm getting there

Okay I have a friend she's really sweet and funny.She's emo and like that about her...a lot um.I feel close to her...is it wrong that I like her?But she already has a gf so I have to wait to even think about telling her...I had a day dream while in the car today...I was kissing her...Okay maybe I should stop there.I'm totally innocent in the mind and body but i just had a daydream of that.Nothing more.Well I'm pretty board I'm out to reclaim myself from the other realm of lost souls within broadness.Peace!
~Bella~

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Skinny models,Skinny life

So I've been thinking.I love seeing skinny girls.And when i see them I think hmm I'm way to fat and need to lose weight.Thing is I'm just getting over my eating disorder Anorexia.So in both if i'm like really stressed out which I normally am sometimes things will go wrong in my head where I have to put myself down and stop eating.thing is if i don't eat for like a day I will faint.it's like I always need to eat but if i do not.or if i forget to eat breakfast I will faint.completely out.And it makes me sick that i can't just...forget and go back later and it.you know what I mean?It's just wrong.My mum thinks my blood is to low sometimes

runway Pictures, Images and Photos

I want to look like that

skinny models Pictures, Images and Photos
am I wrong for wanting to look like them?you know nagging me isn't going to help me more then it is.I hear everyday people nagging on me to do this to do that.I feel like I can not breathe.I feel like life is just a big test and I'm failing everyday.Nag,Nag,Nag!I'm sick of it!

Too Skinny Models Pictures, Images and Photos
that is all for me today
~Bella~